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Home » Batten » Can’t sleep
Nov07 7

Can’t sleep

Posted by Kat in Batten

Can’t get over this and what is in Rachel’s future.

Can’t get over how unfair this is for her.

Can’t get over how hard it must be for her.

Can barely breathe.

I just can’t believe this is happening.

7 Comments

  1. Melissa | November 8, 2009 at 3:47 am

    I am so so sorry hon! I wish I could wave a wand and make it all better for all of you. You are always in my thoughts. xoxoxoxox

  2. JJ | November 8, 2009 at 4:57 am

    Just wanted to respond that I’m here and I have no idea what to say but had to respond.

    Are you having/considering counselling for yourself? I don’t think anyone could accept or come to terms with a diagnosis like this but maybe it could help somewhere, on some level?

    (((hugs)))

  3. Jess | November 8, 2009 at 6:31 am

    You are very right! It’s really not fair.

  4. Pam | November 8, 2009 at 2:03 pm

    I have nothing to offer but ((((HUGS))))

  5. Lorns | November 8, 2009 at 5:44 pm

    She’s not my child and I cannot get over the unfairness of it so I cannot begin to imagine how you feel. ((hug))

  6. Eileen/Granny | November 8, 2009 at 8:21 pm

    I am with you John & Rachel & the little ones all the way.
    I will help you with Rachel any time you ask. I cant take away the pain but I will give you all the love & support that I can. I love you. Mum XX

  7. Kat | November 9, 2009 at 9:26 am

    Thank you for listening. It means a lot to me.

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