Saturday – Random Photo
We’re back from our trip and the kids are vegging out in front of the TV and having a relaxing morning. I’m going through our trip pictures and organizing the entirety of my pictures. I just sent out an email to everyone I could think of, looking for pictures of my kids when they were really little. I’ve lost more pictures than I care to think about and am hoping to fill the void somewhat. I figured this would be a good time to include a picture of Julie that I took back in 2005, soon after our move to Colorado.
It is hard to look back at that time, a time when we had everything. We still have so much and are more lucky in our lives than most people will ever be. But still, living through Rachel’s life with Batten Disease is deafening at times and quite fun at others. There is life despite what she is going through, but it will never ever be the same. The joy will never (for me) be pure again. Despite my realism in this paragraph, it is my personal mission in life to hide my pain from my children so that they can enjoy their lives as much as possible. When the time comes that they realize the gravity of Rachel’s diagnosis, I will open up. But for now, those kids will enjoy their childhoods, even if it they don’t want to. LOL
Read MoreTrip to Maine
I scooped John and the kids up and took them to Maine for the weekend. We had a great time although I had promised to tray and do some sledding or snow tubing. We met a family of chickens and a herd of alpacas, went swimming and hot tubbing and took the kiddos into a sauna for the first time. We even brought home 3 dozen farm fresh eggs which have already begun the transformation into baked goods. 
Here are some of the pictures which I will directly share from facebook (you don’t need a facebook account to see ‘em).
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=374918&id=266424125552
We had THE BEST time! Here is my favorite picture of Rachel from the weekend. Just goes to show that you don’t have to see well to have a fun and full life. Experiences like this are more valuable to Rachel than to a sighted child because of her tactile senses.
I think I think I did a sufficient job at flipping Batten Disease off this weekend. Tomorrow morning we’re going ice skating for an hour. Can’t wait! Gotta get them into a swimming pool more often. They love the water (just like their Momma) and love the hottub (just like their Daddy).
Read MoreThursday
Another trash day has come and gone.
This was a pretty uneventful week, the kiddos are all healthy (knock on wood) and Rachel went in to school for some OT and Speech therapy which she enjoyed. Next week she is going back to school on a modified schedule that fits in with London and his preschool hours. She hasn’t been going to school since the week of Disney (Make A Wish) trip.
Julie is sitting next to me playing with her new wooden stamp set that I amazoned her as a special treat. The weather is perfect for October and Rachel, London and Boston are playing on our porch, actually on the other side of the window I am sitting next to. Its very nice to see them playing. Rachel is doing some pretend play in their play structure, pretending it is a ship that she is sailing to California with her GPS. Its nice to see her imagination at play. She started a stimulant medication this morning and I’m hoping that we will see some long-term benefit and behavioral improvement. Her vision continues to get worse, which we know to expect, but it still sucks to see. The blind have their own world that I have never been exposed to but I’ve been thrown into the deep end of the pool and am trying to learn quickly.
London and Boston are back to daycare 2 days a week and are staying until 5 so I can get some work done (which is quite busy as of late). Both boys are in preschool (London is where Julie went and Boston is in the little green school across the street from our house) and they are happy. London is going to be Woody and Boston is going to be Buzz Light year. Julie wants to be a “Girl Frankenstein” and Rachel wants to be a “Mummy.” WTH am I going to find a Girl Frankenstein??? The kids are convinced that I *NEED* to be “Jessie” from Toy Story. Looking forward to Halloween (which is also my last day as soccer coach for the season).
A very nice person is taking my girls out tonight for a couple of hours and I am sitting next to three hampers full of clean laundry with no chance I can get it folded before she comes. I guess, on the bright side, is that the laundry is clean.
Most people say “Calgon take me away” but I’d rather think about this:
Couple o’ pics
London Jack (23 months). This picture struck me as excessively cute…
The girls this morning with matching hair bows.
John with Boston Fenway.
DJohn and Boston II
Boston on the “Sit N Spin”
My Dad on his birthday with London, Julie and Rachel. (Our present to him was cupcakes).
Dad with my girls
Boston and London in their carseats. Rachel took this picture.
TeamRachel aka mrskatvon is both a website to gain public awareness of Juvenile Batten Disease (which affects my oldest daughter) as well as a journal to remember the events in our lives.
Rachel was diagnosed with Batten Disease in July 2009 and while we knew something was "not right" we had no idea that such a nightmarish disease existed. There are dozens of nasty, orphan disease which affect people both very young and old.
Aside from dealing with the changes of Batten Disease in my daughter, Rachel, I have tasked myself with making life memorable for all of my children to make sure that (at least) 3 of them grow up to be as well adjusted and happy as possible.
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